When I first thought about entering into the secular workplace, many questioned if it would be the right fit for me. During that time, I was close to burn out at my job, and it didn't take long to realize that I was putting my entire life into parish work and a significant relationship. So, I got busy creating a life outside of work and managed my work hours better. The thought of working outside of the Church left before I had the chance to really get serious about the possibility. Fast forward 7 years: I have entered the secular workplace. Honestly, I didn't give it much thought. I heard how challenging it was for some to work in places that do not welcome Christianity and even mentioning God. Some shared how it was so hard to be Catholic at work and how co-workers were making choices against their moral code. I believed if God was calling me out of ministry work, he would bring me to where I needed to be. So, what does that new place look like? What I've experienced of the secular work environment has been nothing but surprising and beautiful. It still is shocking how I've encounter people who not only welcome a conversation including God, but are Christians sharing their story with me. This is how it goes:
One time I was talking on the phone with a business owner who is moving her business from her home into a building that is currently being remodeling. She just started sharing about her business and this big move. I felt as if we were acquaintances that didn't talk for a year and she was catching me up. I told her I would keep her in my thoughts, and I'd stop by in the fall when the store is open. From there she brought in prayer and God. This example makes my heart so happy! I had no idea that there were business groups that gathered to network, provide referrals, and share life. They're call:
This past week a member had everyone jot down and share what they loved about this group. A little more than 16 people said they loved the relationships. It was so awesome to see this. As each person basically said the same thing, I looked down at my paper and saw the same exact words. But for me it was only after 1 meeting and three one-on-ones that I could write that (ALREADY)! Each group I've met with truly cares about each other. I may not see such a strong Christian presence with some, but the kindness and care given to each person is such a gift to experience and witness. I know that my job is different. I know that I am not working out of a small or big office with co-workers surrounding me everyday. It is a luxury to work in my home and make my own schedule. I love that I'm an office of one right now with a very supportive mentor and generous boss. The Lord truly knew what I needed for this exact time in my life and provided it after some tough years. There certainly are challenges to this type of job, and it is not always going well. I am learning something very new every day. In this time period of uncertainty (imagine starting an entirely new profession after 12 years!), I'm learning more and more of my need for God. My dear friends, I beg you to keep on keeping on striving for what you have in your heart...the things you tell no one or a rare few. Maybe the Holy Spirit is telling you what is next and you're afraid or uncertain of what it means. If you're in the trenches of waiting for the next thing but it's not coming. Perhaps you've been given bad news and your mind can't stop thinking about why and what's going to happen. Wait on the Lord. He will make all things new in His time. There are lessons in the waiting, even if it's unbearable. He will mend your heart. You'll be that someone for a person going through something similar in the future. Your story is meant to be shared. You're becoming a new creation. You are priceless. He's not finished yet. Psalm 40: 2-6, 12, 14
I waited, waited for the Lord; who bend down and heard my cry, Drew me out of the pit of destruction, out of the mud of the swamp, Set my feet upon rock, steadied my steps, And put a new song in my mouth, a hymn to our God. Many shall look on in awe and they shall trust in the Lord. Happy those whose trust is in the Lord, who turn not to idolatry or to those who stray after falsehood. How numberous, O Lord, my God, you have made your wonderous deeds! And in your plans for us there is non to equal you. Should I wish to declare or tell them, too many are they to recount... Lord, do not withhold your compassion from me; may your enduring kindness ever preserve me... Lord, graciously rescue me! Come quickly to help me, Lord!
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